Hopefully One day…

While you lay there how can you tell yourself you're all right? I have heard your story so many times I can't find the heart, the heart to give in. You called me Friday. I couldn't help but hope that you've had changed. I swear, hopefully one day you'll get off your back.

The C is Silent

This last time I'll remain confused and unresponsive to the questions my life asks. All I need is solid ground. Just last night I woke up alone, wondering what to do. What else can I say, I can't keep up with this pace. All I know is I wish I could change. I wish you would dare me, dare me to say that I'm sorry for all my claims. It's for or all the times I wait and all the times I drive all alone. I'm just collecting thoughts. No I won't tell you that I need you. I thought I knew you, I thought I knew me.

Two Weeks Tomorrow

Now I need you, it would be great to see you. I've wasted all this time I hope it's not to late, I thought it could wait for one more day. But now it hurts me all this time I used to waste it just reminds me of how hard I've fallen for you. Common interest, unique conditions, I guess I never wanted to let go. Big decisions always decide between competions between my mind and my heart; and my heart always win. And I'm waiting now, and I need someone, I've been searching all this time for the feeling in your eyes. When you look at me I can see it in your eyes (that things can always change) When you next to me I can feel it in my heart.

Chinese New Year

Saturdays go by so much quicker than the time when my dreams were gold. So when there's nothings left do I'll lay on my back and watch the sky slowly turn the page.When months turn to weeks, and years turn to days, what's there left to spend? And there's nothing that I wouldn't rather do. I know I care but I can't get by. And I trust that I won't cave in but when my time is up… I'll go. And I can't breathe. There's nothing that I wouldn't rather do than to stay here and let it pass by